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July 14, 2026

What's up, I'm back! It feels really good to be back. Few things I wanna talk about. First of all: I sold all my merch! I gotta print more. I also have some ideas for some new merch, I can't wait to show you. There's a musician from Toronto who bought a tshirt, I would be absolutely honored if he wore it on stage.

Also, I decided to stop masturbating so I can harvest my sexual energy. I makes me channel much quicker and deeper a more fun and adventurous sexuality. It also makes me come faster, it's great. I wish I did that sooner. But sometimes, I give in because I get too horny and I can't focus. Hopefully I get more clients and I won't have to masturbate at all.

Also, the dudes who complain online that the prices have gone up. Those dudes are the reason the industry has gone to shit. I remember how cheap I used to charge at the beginning of my career, and still, there was a LOT of complaining in the reviews. At some point, if you expect a $1000 service for $100, then you're stupid.

I also met my first client freestyling recently. It's cool not to be dependent on the internet for work, but I don't think I can rely on that, those things mostly work when you're not expecting it. Anyway, it went well, but for one hour that I got paid, I ended up working like 3 hours unpaid. He's back in town now and he insists on taking me out to eat. What I'm hearing is that he has no problem putting money in the restaurant's pocket but he is much more hesitant to put money in mine. Does he want me to prove to him that I genuinely like him or something? I'm the type of person who puts her cards on the table. A service for a price. It's honest. But all that fuck ass buffoonery is a bit much for me. I treat people like adults and I don't waste their time. I wish someone respected me enough to treat me like an adult and not waste my time. I know I would be a lot more successful if I was a master manipulator and I finessed money out of men, but men who would fall for that are psychologically vulnerable, and it's morally wrong to profit from people's vulnerability. In Dante's Inferno, the sin with prostitution is not the sex itself, but to use other people's weakness for our own personal gain. I also read Robert Greene's The Art of Seduction recently, and I thought it was trash. It says to "never be direct", and also to "be unapologetically yourself" because "it is charming" and to not fall for the trap of being too nice because people sense it's fake. I mean, the people who will be bothered by you being direct are probably the people who want to take advantage of you. And what bothers them is that you're not letting them do that. Sadly those people are many. Although it's not the best move financially, I decided to own up to the bitch that I am. I'm done kissing ass. When you're a pushover, you're very popular, but you're surounded by toxic people left and right. Now I'm alone, but at least I don't have to deal with toxic ass people everyday.