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October 2, 2026

Sometimes, I get into the rabbit hole of Terb. Sometimes it is entertaining, most times it's discouraging. There's one topic that keeps coming back and I'm gonna give my two cents on it. An agency, is a pimp. It's the exact same thing. It's people profiting from somebody else's prostitution. Most belong to the organized crime. There. I said it. There seems to be people who believe agencies are "so much better" and "why can't we have more agencies over here?" Personally, I never worked for an agency because they force girls to do unprotected services, force them to lower their prices, take a percentage of their money and don't blacklist clients who are dangerous. Now, I can't speak for everybody, but if I had to guess, I would say there are no more agencies because hotels and Airbnbs want nothing to do with the sex industry, and there is just not enough clients.

September 30, 2026

I missed a $300 appointment today because he wouldn't send me a deposit. It's a guy I haven't seen in a year. It sucks. I could really use the money, but the last time I waived the deposit fee for a guy I knew, he was extremely nonchalantly late. After 20 minutes, I told him to stay the fuck outside and I blocked him.

September 20, 2026

After years in the business, someone finally bought me Victoria's Secret! Man, I'm happy. I got eight comfortable panties, one sexier crotchless panty and one beautiful black lace bralette! I'm so thankful!

September 12, 2026

Today, I bled a little bit on someone. As he was wiping himself, I said: "bodily fluids... It's the whole point!" Because it is, right? I made it up to him though. As we were having anal sex, I made him gape me and pour lube in my asshole and then keep fucking me. I think we both liked it.

September 10, 2026

I got banned from Coinbase. I got an email saying that I used my account for "forbidden activity" and I got banned. It sucks, I'm gonna have to use the crypto ATM to pay for advertising, so my transaction fee will go from 5% to 30%. Speaking of advertising, someone tried to use the "let's make content together" loophole to have free services, and not only that, but he expected me to pay him! So I'm asking you guys, do you pay to see me or him? I don't give a shit, I can just stick a dildo on a wall and call it a day.

September 6, 2026

I just did my first outcall. It's not something I do, but it's someone I've known for years and he paid double, so I was like "why not?" Personally, I enjoyed myself, but his energy is different, We used to have such a strong physical connexion, but lately, he's been distant. To me, it seems like he wants to get back there, but there is some kind of mental blockage that affects his performance. He said he was tired, but I'm not so sure. I could be wrong of course, it's just an impression.

July 24, 2026

Recently I stopped seeing a guest because he would always text me between appointments for absolutely nothing. I also stopped seeing another one because he cancelled last minute and didn't compensate me. It sucks to loose clients, but I have no choice. In this business, the nicer you are, the more you get fucked over. I tolerated a LOT because I thought I couldn't afford to loose clients in the past, but I'm done letting people take advantage of me.

July 14, 2026

What's up, I'm back! It feels really good to be back. Few things I wanna talk about. First of all: I sold all my merch! I gotta print more. I also have some ideas for some new merch, I can't wait to show you. There's a musician from Toronto who bought a tshirt, I would be absolutely honored if he wore it on stage.

Also, I decided to stop masturbating so I can harvest my sexual energy. I makes me channel much quicker and deeper a more fun and adventurous sexuality. It also makes me come faster, it's great. I wish I did that sooner. But sometimes, I give in because I get too horny and I can't focus. Hopefully I get more clients and I won't have to masturbate at all.

Also, the dudes who complain online that the prices have gone up. Those dudes are the reason the industry has gone to shit. I remember how cheap I used to charge at the beginning of my career, and still, there was a LOT of complaining in the reviews. At some point, if you expect a $1000 service for $100, then you're stupid.

I also met my first client freestyling recently. It's cool not to be dependent on the internet for work, but I don't think I can rely on that, those things mostly work when you're not expecting it. Anyway, it went well, but for one hour that I got paid, I ended up working like 3 hours unpaid. He's back in town now and he insists on taking me out to eat. What I'm hearing is that he has no problem putting money in the restaurant's pocket but he is much more hesitant to put money in mine. Does he want me to prove to him that I genuinely like him or something? I'm the type of person who puts her cards on the table. A service for a price. It's honest. But all that fuck ass buffoonery is a bit much for me. I treat people like adults and I don't waste their time. I wish someone respected me enough to treat me like an adult and not waste my time. I know I would be a lot more successful if I was a master manipulator and I finessed money out of men, but men who would fall for that are psychologically vulnerable, and it's morally wrong to profit from people's vulnerability. In Dante's Inferno, the sin with prostitution is not the sex itself, but to use other people's weakness for our own personal gain. I also read Robert Greene's The Art of Seduction recently, and I thought it was trash. It says to "never be direct", and also to "be unapologetically yourself" because "it is charming" and to not fall for the trap of being too nice because people sense it's fake. I mean, the people who will be bothered by you being direct are probably the people who want to take advantage of you. And what bothers them is that you're not letting them do that. Sadly those people are many. Although it's not the best move financially, I decided to own up to the bitch that I am. I'm done kissing ass. When you're a pushover, you're very popular, but you're surounded by toxic people left and right. Now I'm alone, but at least I don't have to deal with toxic ass people everyday.