19 February 2024
I took a guest's virginity today! It always feels nice when they choose me to this. I hope I did a good job. And he brought me a starbucks iced almond latte! What a gentleman.
15 February 2024
A guest showed up today an hour early without warning because his phone was dead. I was literally not showered, no makeup, and I was wearing the ugliest robe. That's one of my flaws, I like to drink coffee and hang out in the morning rather than jump in the shower and getting ready. I need to work on that. Thank God, I was all waxed and spray tanned underneath, so at least naked I look fine. He was very nice about it and we spent a great moment, so why not?
9 February 2024
I waxed my pussy today! It feels really nice, I haven't done that in a long time. I lasered not too long ago and I didn't wanna shave. I wanna offer the most beautiful skin I can to my guests. I also do it for myself, I always appreciated having a nice-looking pussy.
29 January 2023
My drum teacher called to confirm our next class, and then he asked me if there was anything else. So I decided to tell him what I wrote about on January 23 because I was dying to tell him. I read him that exact paragraph. He was extremely receptive and understanding. I'm already looking forward to beginning a new chapter.
26 January 2024
For those who are worried because of yesterday's post, don't worry, some people are weird, but not necessarly dangerous. As I said, I have an alarm system and cameras, and I had a couple of guests since and everybody has been nice and supportive. Movin' on.
25 January 2024
Something really weird just happened. A young guy booked an appointment, but when he showed up in my kitchen and I asked for the money, he left without giving me anything. I'm afraid he wants to come back with his boys. After he was gone, I notified him that I have cameras. I said "you have my address and I have your face. Don't fuck with me." He said "don't worry, I just pussied out." I really didn't need that today. I went to the bakery after, and the baker told me I looked tired. The people who think being an escort is easy, they don't know the sacrifices we make. They don't know the fucked up shit we have to deal with.
23 January 2024
I'm gonna tell my drum teacher that I need him to give me more room to play and experiment during the lessons. I'm gonna explain to him that it's gonna make me stronger as an artist. He tends to be really strict about his program and when I do things he didn't tell me to do he tends to say things like "no, stick to the program, trust the process, you don't listen, don't waste my time". I'm gonna tell him that in the expression "playing music", there is the word "play", and that I NEED, to have fun playing the drums, and that he should encourage me to try crazy fills even when I'm not ready for it, at least sometimes. I'm gonna tell him I don't want to get to a point where I associate drums with work, that I already work a lot and I just need to be more silly and have more fun. Apparantly, laughter is the cure for everything.
22 January 2024
I'm really proud of myself, I'm getting much better at being patient and professional on the phone and not putting my ego into it. I'm getting rewarded with quality guests. I feel like I know where I'm going and things are setting into motion for me. I live a structured life that is mentally stimulating, with challenges and purpose.
15 January 2024
A new guest brought me white roses and reese's today! I'm very blessed right now, I have to enjoy it and be grateful.
9 January 2024
Jeez, I fucked a guest with a really big dick last night and I'm still sore! I was really horny, so I decided to make the most of it and bounce on it, but now that he's gone, I'm sore...
2 January 2023
Happy 2024 everyone! It's a new year and I'm ready to roll!
11 December 2023
I went to a family function and my cousin's boyfriend made a super inappropriate abortion joke at my expense, and after thinking about it, I finally know what's really bothering me. It's that I don't want him to draw a bridge between me and her. I don't want her to start avoiding me because it would make her feel awkward to be around me. I know what a beautiful and kind person she is and after all that she's been through, she certainly deserves to be happy.
7 December 2023
Today was such bullshit. Absolutely no appointment, but one guy wanted a face pic, one wanted to be my "slave", and another guy wanted a car call. Can we please stop with the fuckery and do some actual work?
3 December 2023
I got three new guests on Saturday, I'm very pleased to see that I attract new people. I also surpassed the thousand visits on my website in the last month, it's a new record.
1 December 2023
An ex of my friend litteraly asked me on a date yesterday, but I would never do that, I have principles.
26 November 2023
I feel much better than I did last time. I told my neighbor that I dreamed we were having anal sex one night when we were hagning out, and he seemed really happy.
16 November 2023
It sucks to be in a spot where you have to choose between school and paying your bills. Also, some bitchface motherfucker no showed today because I asked him to PLEASE not call me "hun". I'm fuckin tired of being called "hun". It is profoundly unfair that I can't say shit to the clients, but that they feel entitled to talk to me any type of way.
5 November 2023
For the longest time, I smoked weed to contain the deep anger within me. It helped me make fun of the situation and think of something else. Now that I stopped, I find myself being angry about stuff that happened 15 years ago, but I still don't want to smoke, I'm comfortable with my decision. I just need to spend more time at the gym to expel my negative emotions.
2 November 2023
I have a friend, she is so nice and overly generous with everybody, but she struggles financially. Don't we all? But nowadays, she is talking to an older man online who says he is a dom, and he wants to take her out and have sex with her, but he only wants to pay for the meals, not her time, nor the sex. It sounds to me like he is just to cheap to pay for a pro and preys on a vulnerable woman. I told her that he should at least pay for the sex. I would like to offer to teach her the tricks of the trade, I think she could dig herself out of poverty, but a decision like that has to come from her.
29 October 2023
You guys maybe remember the guy who ghosted me about 2 years ago when I was still living in Montreal. Well, I fuckin saw him when I was walking down Bank steet. He can hide on his phone, but he can't when he's right in front of me on the sidewalk. I didn't look at him directly and kept walking. I really have nothing to say to him. I also have a visit in a luxury appartment by the canal tomorrow.
20 October 2023
Today I heard something I had never heard before; a guy said that he sees escorts because he seems to give boyfriend dick and that all the girls want to get serious with him right away, and that he found himself in tricky situations before. That blew my mind.
19 October 2023
It always make me sad when someone is not hard enough to do anal. I do what I can to help, but often, they're just too on edge.
17 October 2023
Sometimes I feel my butt has a mind of it's own. I can prepare it however, but ultimately, the butt decides how it goes.
10 October 2023
The electrician came today, and he was good looking! I think he had a speech impediment, which I found adorable. I looked at his hands and I saw no alliance. I have his number, now. Do you think he would be interested?
9 October 2023
I dreamed that I was having anal sex with my neighbor. I think I orgasmed, but I'm not sure if it was just in my dream or if I actually came. It's weird, I don't remember thiking my neighbor was hot, but it's not the first time I have erotic dreams about someone I don't feel like I lust over. I also made some cinnamon rice pudding again, this time it was vegan, and I put some clementine zest in it, and it is so amazing it tastes like Christmas.
30 September 2023
I did not get much studying done today, but at least I made money! It was such a nice day, on top of having sex and spending time outside, I made cinnamon rice pudding!